Mornings

So I write this post, not to say how good I am at all! But to be honest with how hard it is for me.

Waking up in the mornings is so so so so hard. As you know (if you've read my blog consistently which I'm sure is so many people. hahahaha) I have been striving to wake up in the mornings to read my Bible. That has been working out pretty good for about 2 months now. (I'll post more on that later).

Now is the next phase - I'm tired of running in the afternoon, getting dressed 2 times, showering in the middle of the day, and looking disheveled until 3pm b/c I know I'm just going to get sweaty. (which btw has worked the whole winter hahaha) So I want to start running in the AM before Richard leaves for work. So now I set the alarm for 5:45!!!!!! What in the WORLD!!!!!!!!!!! I've only done a couple times so far! and it is the hardest thing ever to get out of my nice warm bed, next to my husband.

Honestly the only thing that makes me do it - is thinking of how guilty I will feel if I don't do it, contrasted to how great I will feel if I do get up. And the fact that if I get up early and read/run I will be able to sleep again during the boys nap time. hahahahaha. good motivation huh?!?!?

Just some thoughts for this morning.

p.s. - I did not take this picture neither is it I in the picture. Still on the stupid (I'm very thankful for it!!!!) treadmill until it's at least 40 degrees at 6:30 AM